Archive: October 23, 2010
I will be performing at Edgehill Village in Nashville, TN tomorrow (Saturday – which is technically today) at 11:30 am. Please come out! Also Audra and Bex will be hanging from the ceiling. Because they are, to put it bluntly, queens of badassery in general.
I feel better today. Not as frustrated or as angry. But I AM still unsure of how to handle the situation at hand. Mostly though, I’m just so very sleepy and I have to get up early tomorrow for a show. So though I have promised my last entries would be brief: this one will be far more brief than those.
What did I even do today? Oh! I slept until 2 p.m! I actually woke up at 9 a.m. and hit my snooze for the next 2 hours. But there’s that weird phenomenon of 5 minutes of sleep just hightening the dreaming process. I don’t know how that works but I had THE most f**&ed up dreams and apparently I was into the torture or maybe I just wanted some resolve because I pressed snooze over and over and over and then finally passed out and slept for another 3 hours. Oye.
I don’t really remember what my dreams were about but I must have been processing my anger and my fear of loosing things I was thankful for after publicly announcing my thanks because basically everyone I knew had something really messed up going on in their lives or they were dying. No bueno. I suppose it did show me how ingrained that fear has become in me. I guess I need to figure out how to let that one go.
Much more tomorrow. I promise.